regrets..
I feel like shit right now. K remember this day. Remember this emotion. Remember exactly how u felt on this exact day at this exact moment. Remember how low u felt. I want u to remember. Never forget it. All these people tell u to let go and forget. But no. I want u to remember. Remember everything that has ever happened to you. Remember every mistake that u have ever made till this very point. Regrets. They are all regrets. Never forget a single thing. U need to remember. Its the only way u are gonna learn. Its the only way u are gonna improve. And i'm not saying that so that u may assume that one fine day, when u are perfect enough, that life is finally gonna be perfect. No. That's not why u should remember. That's not why i want u to improve urself. No. I want you to remember simply so that u have no regrets. So that, even on the loneliest nights, at the most depressing of hours, u never turn ur hatred to yourself. U never ever ever turn ur anger to urself. I never want u to feel like this again. Thats why, remember. Always remember. No matter wat u do in life, never stop loving urself. But then again, dont love urself for all the wrong reasons. Love urself because in ur eyes, u do sincerely love urself. Because in ur eyes, and in the eyes of everyone else, u are worth loving. Because u are that great. U arent great now. Thus i understand all the hatred u have for urself. But dont loose hope. U can be great. U can be awesome. U can be the best thing that ever walked this planet. And make it happen. Make urself into someone who is worthy of ur own love. Make it happen k. U can. I know u can.