confusion

I am confused. I am confused at so many things. My whole mind is a mess and the only reason I am writing this is in hopes of helping clear a little bit of that mess. I don’t even know where to begin. Today is Monday the 25^th October 2010. I just got back from a weekend in kl. Attended a show. Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant! Kings and queens of comedy asia. Wow! It was bloody awesome! I laughed so hard my stomach was in cramps! I couldn’t breathe and was pretty much choking on god knows what! That was on Saturday night. On Sunday I woke up and had breakfast with Gwen. DIM SUM!! Woo woo!! I bloody love dim sum. I think it’s absolutely delicious. Everything about it is awesome!! The flavours! The bite size! The variety! Mm mm mmm!!! There’s this one place I love going somewhere in sri petaling. Gwen introduced me to this place. Dim sum there is so so fresh! Ingredients so incredibly fresh! The prawns! The minced pork! Everything! Such a lovely way to start a Sunday. After breakfast we headed to midvalley. Gardens actually. Gwen wanted to d o a lil shopping! That girl bought herself 2 watches!! 2!!! Came up to about 800 for both. But that girl deserves it. She works hard. She deserves to pamper herself with pricey things. Happy for her! Once that was done, we headed to spaghetti grill. Had a few beers. Sat down for about 3 hours and just talked stories. It’s nice talking to Gwen. She gets me. Very very very few people get me. For most I am just lost. Some think I am way too mature for my age. Some think I think too much. But Gwen gets me. We share similar ideas on a lot of topics. Relationships, career, money, moral values... a lot. I really enjoyed myself. Dropped her home at about 5.30 in the evening and headed to kapil’s place. He was hitching a ride back with me. Journey was ok. Nothing great. Was pretty pissed that I couldn’t pick up my car this weekend. Now I gotta somehow plan a trip down one of these weekdays to pick it up. Its gonna be a real hassle. But totally worth it! Woohoo! Kandha has a new ride! Went to sg besar and met Nathan for dinner at kfc. Talked a lil stories and headed back to ube after that. Reached home at about 10. Was too lazy to shower so I washed up, prayed, talked to mom a bit, and knocked out. Today I have been a pig. A real real pig. After calling muster, I visited fld 53. Supervised a lil then headed back to me office and watched piranha 3d. Watching this movie is like watching soft porn!!! Bloody hell! There was so much of nudity!! Not that I am complaining of course. I am a guy! What kind of a guy would complain about nudity! Once that movie was done, I felt a lil guilty about wasting so much time so I started my bike and went to the nursery. Din was there. Talked to him a lil and then met niru for lunch at 11. Went home at 11.30 and slept till about 12.30. woke up, headed back to the office, and sat down and talked stories to kandasamy till my lunch break. He is really different. Somehow educated. His ideas and the way he thinks is completely different from most people you would find in an estate. I am surprised! He really impresses me! I had a really good time talking to him. Lately I have been having many good conversations. Maybe this is god’s way of helping me sort out crap in my head. People have been teaching me so so much lately. Its incredible. It really really is. My mind is in such a mess lately. And these people have all amazingly been helping clear them up unknowingly. Yup. God is out there.