Monday, November 16, 2009

Tuesday blues

I didn't go to work yesterday. Got into quite a bit of trouble for not going, but screw that. It was bloody worth it. Last week was insanely hectic for me. I had a tonne of work to complete. Field after fields to manage and watch over as maintenance was carried out. Stacks and stacks of paperwork to prepare from scratch and ensure that the summarized version is incredibly perfect enough to impress Colombian as well as Costa Rica's Private Research Institutes and to get them to sign collaboration deals with us. I had idiots of bosses to deal with each and every minute of the day. Some even have the guts to call me at 8pm to their bungalows so that they can pass me more work to complete for the next day. SO, i applied for a leave on Monday. I applied for it on Saturday. Now that's my fault. I know, I'm kinda pushing my limits with that. But screw it. I bloody hell deserved it. Second-in-charge kinda screwed me up a lil for that. But screw him too!
I headed to kl. This time I didn't drive. A new chap joined out company last week. Punjabi dude. Nice guy. We get along quite well. Pretty much the same frequency. He was driving down and once he heard that I was heading that way, he suggested carpooling. When k doesn't have to drive, when k can sleep the whole way as someone else drives him, and when k gets treated like royalty for being a senior, how can k say no?!! We got to kl in a lil over 2 hours. I met up with a really good friend of mine. Had dinner. Met up with a few other friends. Had a few drinks. Joined my brother later that night, got wasted. Headed back to his place, and knocked out. The next day i did absolutely nothing productive. Nothing at all. Not a single thing!! And it felt good!! Real real good!! I like being lazy!! Somehow, after a really fucked up week, there's nothing more u can fantasize about, nothing more u can crave for, nothimg more that ur mojo desires, but plain ol' 'being-a-pig'. Oh yeah.. I watched 2012 that night. Pretty good movie. Kinda freaky, but pretty good!! I dont wanna die!! NOOO!! i'm too young!! I dont wanna die when i'm 26!! Please!! Please world!! DONT END!! If u really insist on ending then go ahead.. Just lemme get a lil boat before u decide to drown urself. Oh yeah.. remind me to grab a crate of beer and my fishing rod. That should do for me:D
Next day, on Monday, a friend of mine was heading to Lumut. So I hitched a ride from him and got back. Got back pretty early. Had lunch and all then off for a test. Tabla test. I'm learning how to play the table. Its a classical Indian drum kinda thing. 2 piece drum set. NO sticks. Only fingers and hands. Beautiful beautiful vibrations. Absolutely love it. Absolutely. And i did pretty well for the test. Kinda proud bout that. Grabbed a Malay bite after that and headed home. And today.. oh yes.. today.. Today i got hit. I got struck. I got stabbed. I got my happiness mugged. By the notorious Tuesday blues.
This is pretty much the first time I'm blogging as a diary. I don't think I've done this before. Most of the time its about emotions or occasions. But never about the specifications of what i had done. I thought I should do this. Or at least try to do this. Feels bloody weird narrating the past. But i guess it has its perks. This way, i can look back sometime in the future and remember finite details of my past. Pretty cool eh!! And here i though people wrote diaries to show off to the world how great and spectacular they were. HAHAHHAHAH!! Mean mean mean k.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Watch!!

My watch my watch my watch!!! 2 days back my boss screwed me up because i was late for work by 2 minutes. Instead of being here at 6.30, i was here at 6.32. Now, to the average Joe like you and me, this is by far no big deal. I mean come on. Hey, wats 2 minutes when u start work when 90 percent of the country is still dreaming about Friday the 13th. But.. but.. To an idiotic boss like mine, 2 minutes could spell the end of the world!! Your were 2 minutes late??!!!! Wat would have happened if someone got killed within that 2 minutes??!! Are you going to be responsible for them Kandha?? Are you??!!!
Yup.. That's what i deserve for coming 2 freaking minutes late. I do the most amount of work here compared to the other 8 lazy ass bastards of pigs i call colleagues. I go through more stress then all of them put together. I'm the youngest of the lot. I'm the one left in this god-forsaken place all by myself with no family. I leave work the latest and get home on average at about 6.30 each and every day. But no. Oh oh oh no. You were late!!!
So. When kandha's faced with a problem, Kandha finds a solution. I used to have a nice watch. Loved it a lot. But thats in the past. Lets not get into there. I got myself another one. A simple casio. One of those 'outdoorsie' kinda watches. so wat i did.. or actually HAD to do was to set my watch 10 minutes faster. I know its stupid. I mean things like this dont work if u know that ur watch is fast by 10 minutes Its dumb. Bute hear me out. My body kinda has this biological clock thing going on. it works in such a way that its impossible for my 'early morning body' to wake up any sooner than 5.30. And my early morning body is far too drowzy, pissed, and cigarette free to know the difference between the real time, and 'my watch' time. SO...... This whole ten minutes thing actually works!!!
But now, there's another problem. I'm too early for work. I come to this bloody office and everything is pitch black with not a single soul around :(

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Section 498

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!! I just read the funniest thing on the news!! Wat is the world coming to?? Now.. lemme try to explain wat i just read..
The Women’s Aid Organi- sation (WAO), All Women’s Action Society (AWAM), Sisters in Islam (SIS) and Pusat Kesedaran Komuniti (EMPOWER) have joined hands in calling for the abolition of Section 498 of the Penal Code which they claimed was discriminatory against women (The Star, 2009). Now they believe that this lil law here is unfair, and they want it removed immediately. Now, u wanna know the funny part??? Try guessing what Section 498 stipulates???? I am so so sorry if u don't find this funny.. But i couldn't stop laughing when i read this!! Laughed so bad i almost choked on the tears streaming down my eyes into my mouth!!!
Now now.. lemme explain Section 498.. Section 498 carries a punishment against any man convicted of “enticing a married woman. The section states that a man who enticed, took away or detained with a criminal intent a married woman can be jailed up to two years, fined, or both if convicted!! WAT THE FUCK!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!! THEY WAN THIS REMOVED???? THEY WAN MEN TO 'ENTICE' THEM???? HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA!!! Good heavens!! Wat is happening to the standard of household sex amongst married couples in malaysia???!!! Is it so so so bad for them that they are going through all this trouble just so that other men aren't afraid of hittin on them??!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA!!! I cant stop laughing!!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Updates

Its been long since i wrote in here. To be honest, i don't really know what to write. I don't know Wat i should tell u about. There's nothing much going on. I work my balls off. Yup.. That i definitely do. I get pushed around by everyone in office. Not because I'm afraid of them. But because i let them. The thing is i haven't been confirmed yet. Still under some bloody probationary period. So I'm letting things be the way it is. I don't wanna show my bad side. I don't wanna risk loosing everything i have been working for the past few months. Too much effort, time and sleepless nights have gone into this job. I'm not gonna risk loosing it because of a few bastards. Screw them. They can pretend to be anything they want now. I'm giving u time. At the same time, I'm counting the days till i finally can blow up everything that has bee building up within me this whole year. SO u have time. Run around and enjoy the illusionary power u conjured up and convince yourself exist. Enjoy it while you can.
Don't get me wrong. Please don't. I'm not the vengeful type. I don't keep grudges. I don't plan vendettas. Nothing whatsoever. But some people need to learn a lesson. Some people simply NEED to be taught a lesson. But enough about that. Lets not get worked up again over that. Let it go.. let it go k.. Wusha.. hahahahahhahahahahha!!!
So.. I'll be turning 23 next month. Pretty big step for me. I'm gettin old!! old old old!! damn!!! My whole life, I've been a dreamer. I have goals in life i wish to achieve. I have dreams to chase. Lots and lots i simply have to accomplish. Oh yes.. a whole lot!! and this past year has been pretty productive for me. I', impressed and pleased with the way things have been going. I've changed a whole lot this past year. I'm happy with the changes. I'm happy with how far I've gone with regards to my job. I've met incredible incredible people along the way. Really good friends. So yeah.. So far so good!!
But lots more to come. Lots more to do. Lots more to achieve. Lots and lots. I gotta keep the pace up. I cant afford to start slacking away. I gotta keep moving up. Up Up Up!! Till the time comes when i actually AM the King i once thought I'd be!